Hi All
There has been a lot of input on this topic, and as it involves my present situation, which is rather horrific, I appreciate all who have commented.
What I have gotten so far is that, according OD'd, my situation may be difficult, but not terminal. "Based on the angular factors here, the Solar Return looks extremely positive...", is what he started off with, and that was encouraging. I am wondering about the timeline of these positive indications.
James Williams stated, "A more favorable period begins early October to early January!" And so, I am determined to survive until early October, which right now, seems an eternity away. I am having some rather nightmarish days, and as it is with the human experience, those days seem to go by very slowly.
Halina made the interesting comments, "Currently you are in a MARS/Jupiter period until October 10, 2022, then a North Node period
takes over until Oct 10, 2025, Node is in your 2nd House, aim for what your Node is telling you,
i.e. forget about the past,(Mars r4), and start earning your way back. Node is trine your Sun-Saturn.
in the 9th, higher education, Let's get practical, Your Node is in Aquarius...for honor & prestige
use your talents, to start serving mankind and you'll forget about the struggle with your own needs."
So, once again, I am supposing that early October will bring change, specifically starting at my birthday. And I do have some talents, for sure, not to boast. My speaking talent is what I wasted in that religion I found myself in. I look forward to living a bit longer and using my speaking, writing, and communication talents, as Halina said, "to serve mankind." Also for my own satisfaction.
Robynne reminded me that Neptune can be beneficent, although I have found the squares and oppositions of transiting Neptune to be quite overwhelming. She also related her knowledge of the progressed ascendant, which I found interesting.
PDW did some interesting analysis with the upcoming transits and brought some insight into the Mars in Gemini transit, "-Mars in Gemini is transiting your 6th House, maybe reflecting more interest, motivation, and activity related to work, health, and self-improvement. And this emphasis may extend into next year, with Mars turning retrograde on October 30, at 25 Gemini, and transiting your 6th House until March 2023. It will trine your natal Sun-Saturn conjunction on September 23 (direct), December 4 (retrograde), and February 24 (direct) – positive times?"
I hope so. I like that upcoming trine of Mars to my Sun-Saturn as it coincides with Saturn trining the same point from the other side in Aquarius.
I really appreciated the orb consideration with PDW and OD'd's comments. I will be watching my own chart with interest in regards to orbs of transiting planets.
So far it seems that there is a change coming at the beginning of October which should significantly modify my present circumstances. What I am looking for is a pivotal break to "get me out of this," and I am trying to predict it as precisely as I can. Back in the 70s, when I was reading charts professionally, I had a client call me and tell me that her boyfriend had broken up with her, and she wanted to know when, and if, he would call her. I gave a date, approximately two weeks later, and a time, and I was right within a two hour window. She made no attempt to contact him, and he called her out of the blue. I am trying to get my skill level back up again, and obviously I am motivated by the situation that I find myself in. However, as I noted at the beginning of this topic, I am aware that sometimes it is hard to be the subject of your own reading. I appreciate all who have given me a positive outlook on making it through this time. As I am able, I will let you know how it goes. And....if anyone has more to say about when they think things will significantly change for me, feel free to do so.
Thanks again for all who have contributed to this topic.
Ken