Before my last post begins to sound like an Eris sketch, I provide what little I can of Astrology.
Lilith conjunct Ascendant exact, opp. Mars (deep wound to core of faith,character,identity)
Node, 'millionaires degree' - 29 Cancer (per Carol Rushman), opp. natal Jupiter-Saturn, certainly not to my choosing, but internally enriching
Neptune and Uranus opp. natal Moon and Uranus (mid-life timing, extenuating knife turning to come)
In all honesty, it felt like a very strong 'compass setting' (resisting my will to set it on my own) Non-negotiable
Back to Eris, 'Kassandra' conjunct my Dad's Moon exact, square Vertex, square Chiron, release to Ceres-Vesta Pisces. Tr. Ceres opp. my 'Noel.' Re-birthing strongly felt.
Uranus conjunct Juno-Pholus opp. vertex, tr. Jupiter in square. definitely a chance of transcendent line crossed. Tentatively
Progress Moon, as timer conjunct natal Sun-Chiron, very lost, opp. Pluto-Node Virgo. NO mother back-up, very little in fact at all. I was on my own.
Knew I was in serious trouble, when the heart began to act up, I went and pressed myself on the ground, in the pines, and slept. It's the only thing that worked. [Don't laugh, Mother Earth is very alive and breathing.] even if we can't explain.
hope this helps.