Hi OD'd
Thanks for responding.
There are reasons why I am a bit sketchy about the specifics of my circumstances. When I left that religious group in 1994, I became "an enemy of the state." Due to the leader's policy of treating ex members as enemies, it was considered good and righteous to inflict ex members any way possible. It was even encouraged to spread lies about ex members, and this was seen as "righteous." To give an example from my own experience, I got a job at a music store, and was looking at moving into the guitar department, which would have been a great job for me. I had introduced this store and its owner to the church organization and many of the top guys in the religious hierarchy were buying their equipment from him, as they all ran "music scenes," and bought a lot of stuff. When they found out that I was working there, they threatened the owner to discontinue doing business with him unless he fired me. So he did, even though I was the one who had originally brought him all that business. I desperately needed the job at the time, and so it was quite a setback.
I probably don't have much to worry about now with these guys looking for me on the internet, as I have been gone from them for almost 30 years. However, for many years, I exposed them on some online message boards. They run a pretty corrupt organization based on a money pyramid, and I was very good at exposing their mode of operation. I am therefore particularly despised by the leaders. Most serious members of those churches last between 3 to 15 years, and so they were always getting new members. It was a burn them out, use them up, kind of thing. They got enormous amounts of money out of people who eventually left, completely disillusioned.
I don't want to get much more into them, but they might still do name searches on me from time to time. They would see my current difficult circumstances as the judgment of God against me, etc. So, when I am in circumstances such as I am now, I remain somewhat vague as I don't want the info available on the internet in general.
Generally speaking, I am in a very difficult situation with basic finances and also with problems with my eyes. When I looked at my chart about 15 years ago, and considered the transits of this time, I thought that I might encounter such financial difficulty, and health problems, that it would be life threatening. I wasn't even using Chiron back then, and now that I am, it seems even worse than I thought. All of what I am going through relates back to my involvement with that weird religious group, and the "poor structure" of my career as a result, which one of the attributes that Grant Lewi ascribed to a combination of aspects on my chart.
So, the simple question is when I might regain at least basic financial stability, or even do well. Once I get to a stable place, then I can address the problems with my eyes.
I did let one astrologer who posts here know the details on a private email. She gave me a nice reply. However, I am still looking for a possible "turn around" date, or approximate date.
I could email you as well, if you give me an address. I think my ability to message others on this message board is still disabled from years ago, or I would use that.
Thanks for responding. Any insight you can give as to a timeline of when I might get out of this situation I am in would be of interest to me.
Ken